i'm a new me, everyday.
not never, just not now.

“Everyone knows summer romances are never real life.”- Christina

One day it won’t be a maybe. It will be a definite yes. I will be head over heels. Beaming. Won’t settle for less, nope.

I leave for New York in 5 days. Is this real life? Is this me? Am I Erica? What?!

Love others.  Love goes a long way, even if you do not realize it. My mother always said, the people who need love the most are the ones who least deserve it. Okay, I think that is a famous quote, but she re-quoted it, and I re-re-quoted it. I think I got it wrong, oh well. You get the point.

“Affection is responsible for nine-tenths of whatever solid and durable happiness there is in our lives.” - C.S. Lewis

OH I ALMOST FORGOT. I had my first inbox question which made me write this blog!! WHAT? My first. Which is pretty weird considering I have a total of 4 followers. hahah.

Anonymous asked you:

Why do things come so easily to you?

Okay, what? I’m not sure how to answer this question….at all. What are you referring to? I have worked in about a million different places since I was 16 and paid for every apartment I’ve ever lived. I am getting myself through college, and I get turned down by auditions more times a day than you know. It took me two years to get an agency that was worth anything. Things do not come easily to me, hah. I love it though and I wouldn’t want it any other way. I am just really appreciative of everything I have. I’m sorry I came off that way? I’m really not sure what else to write or say…

Oh, funny story, then I’m done…. This kid came behind the counter at work today and stuck a few dollars in my pocket. I wanted to smack him, but then again I really wanted the extra cash so I just held my mouth opened and said, “Did that really just happen?” It scares me a little bit the things I will do for money these days. ; )

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